Max,
I have been writing to you for almost two years now. It doesn't seem like long ago when I was getting into the car around midnight, heading to HCMC, looking at your daddy and telling him how scared I was to be in labor. I had no idea what being a mom was all about, and when I saw your beautiful face, I was never more sure that there was a God and that He was wonderful, and never more thankful for love!
You have kept me on my toes from the very beginning. Even now, I'm shocked at some of the things you will do! Climbing, throwing, jumping, dancing, singing, running, falling, crying, laughing, smiling...you are truly a verb!! You are just simply active, which is wonderful and hard all at the same time. You are not a fan of listening at all! But you love a make up hug and an I'm sorry!
You can say absolutely anything. You are saying: What are you doing? (all the time) Daddy gone to work? Daddy at the bank? I wanna take a shower. I go fast. (as you take off running) turn on the tv. I love you. Help. I don't like it. yogurt ( you love it, but you want to eat it without any help--mess!)
Oh and potty training...yeah it's sort of happening...but not really---I hope that's your resolution for 2014. Let's get potty trained! I foresee lots of tears and No's in my future when it comes to this topic...for both of us.
Stubborn is the word to describe you. You know what you want---I'm really not sure where you got that from :) I know one day I will be so thankful that you are independent, but right now it's just exhausting.
In the new year, we are also going to focus on sharing. It's not really your thing...And eating healthier! You are very picky, so that just means I need to get a little more creative in what I prepare for you.
I love you, Max. I thank God for you each day. I honestly don't know what I did with my time before God sent you to me. Thank you for your sweet hugs and kisses!
Love,
Mama
Tuesday, December 31, 2013
Saturday, November 30, 2013
holidays 2013
Max,
We just celebrated Thanksgiving...you were so not impressed with turkey, ham, mashed potatoes, or any of that home cooking, but you did manage to go around saying "cake" for 3 or 4 days straight! Still have a sweet tooth.
We first celebrated in Clifton with the Burnses and then in Buchanan with the Whites, Hendrickses, and Hinsons! What fun it was to get together with family and eat! I love that my job allows me to be off on holidays...such special times to spend with family!
You colored turkeys with Mrs. Pam and even made a turkey out of a glass jar and chocolate chips with her. I'm so happy you love going to Mrs. Pam's each day of the week...it is such a wonderful feeling knowing you are loved and taken care of even when mommy and daddy are not around. You say, "Pam" and "Mark" daily! Glad you love them.
Today all of your preschool prep videos came in...I'm anxious about you not attending preschool like Jack and Jude and worry you won't learn what you need to learn. It's a crazy thing because you are so smart already.
You love to play with buses and trains right now. You stay busy all day long just playing and getting into things! Tonight I read The Elf on the Shelf book to you...well sort of. You really have no interest in sitting and listening at this stage...but I kind of forced you, and when I asked you what you wanted to name the elf that would come visit you, you said, "Gummy". So, Gummy it is, and I can't wait to see how you react when he arrives at our house in the morning!!
I am trying to live in every single moment-it's hard for me to do that. I'm usually thinking how sad I will be when you are all grown or how fast time is going. I have to remind myself often to forget about those things and just live in the now and appreciate every moment with you!
You are smart, funny, curious, and beautiful! I love you!
Momma
We just celebrated Thanksgiving...you were so not impressed with turkey, ham, mashed potatoes, or any of that home cooking, but you did manage to go around saying "cake" for 3 or 4 days straight! Still have a sweet tooth.
We first celebrated in Clifton with the Burnses and then in Buchanan with the Whites, Hendrickses, and Hinsons! What fun it was to get together with family and eat! I love that my job allows me to be off on holidays...such special times to spend with family!
You colored turkeys with Mrs. Pam and even made a turkey out of a glass jar and chocolate chips with her. I'm so happy you love going to Mrs. Pam's each day of the week...it is such a wonderful feeling knowing you are loved and taken care of even when mommy and daddy are not around. You say, "Pam" and "Mark" daily! Glad you love them.
Today all of your preschool prep videos came in...I'm anxious about you not attending preschool like Jack and Jude and worry you won't learn what you need to learn. It's a crazy thing because you are so smart already.
You love to play with buses and trains right now. You stay busy all day long just playing and getting into things! Tonight I read The Elf on the Shelf book to you...well sort of. You really have no interest in sitting and listening at this stage...but I kind of forced you, and when I asked you what you wanted to name the elf that would come visit you, you said, "Gummy". So, Gummy it is, and I can't wait to see how you react when he arrives at our house in the morning!!
I am trying to live in every single moment-it's hard for me to do that. I'm usually thinking how sad I will be when you are all grown or how fast time is going. I have to remind myself often to forget about those things and just live in the now and appreciate every moment with you!
You are smart, funny, curious, and beautiful! I love you!
Momma
Thursday, October 24, 2013
Oh Max,
You are my little trouble maker, my little climber, my little active one year old!
What you love: sweets! luckily for you mama has learned how to trick you into eating a few healthy things. I have been making a banana muffin made with only healthy ingredients: bananas, homemade almond butter, eggs, and cinnamon...and you LOVE them. You love fruit snacks, cereal bars, sausage, and juice :) You love bath time and we even have our own little song: bath time, bath time, it's time to take a bath HEY! You love going to Mrs. Pam's in the morning...which makes me feel so good and relieved. You love doing anything and everything outside...I think you would sleep out there if I would let you. You love climbing in the window seat and staring outside when the buses go by, when the squirrels are in the trees, and pretty much anytime you can't be outside. You love to pull all of daddy's shoes out and try to put them on and walk in them. You love going to Grammy's and Granddaddy's and playing outside while Jack drives you and Jude around in the gator. You love pulling out all the pots and pans and hiding in the cabinets. You love helping me cook. You just love to play.
Things you say: You can say anything these days. I love when we ask you something and you say "I don't know." but in your own cute little Max way...you'll throw your arms up in the air because you really don't know. You call Grammy MeMe.....and no matter how much we practice, you are determined that is her name. Every morning when we leave, you ask where's daddy...and every morning I tell you he is going to work. When you hear Tagg make a noise, you say, "Taaa, Taaa" and go running in his direction. Most times you give him a kiss, but sometimes you step on him...we're working on it. You are in a "no" phase. Hopefully that won't last too long. I love to hear you talk! You are also in a "What's that?" phase.
Every afternoon Aunt Christy picks you up, and when I come to get you...you don't want to leave! You cry, kick, and scream because you want to stay and play. You are a wonderful fit thrower....and even slam your body down to the ground...it's a little funny, but I'm hoping this phase passes soon :)
I sometimes can't believe how smart you are! You want to know what everything is and currently have a fascination with the smoke detector. Daddy makes it beep for you sometimes and every time you see it, you say beep, beep.
You are getting so big, and I'm enjoying every second!
Love,
Mama
You are my little trouble maker, my little climber, my little active one year old!
What you love: sweets! luckily for you mama has learned how to trick you into eating a few healthy things. I have been making a banana muffin made with only healthy ingredients: bananas, homemade almond butter, eggs, and cinnamon...and you LOVE them. You love fruit snacks, cereal bars, sausage, and juice :) You love bath time and we even have our own little song: bath time, bath time, it's time to take a bath HEY! You love going to Mrs. Pam's in the morning...which makes me feel so good and relieved. You love doing anything and everything outside...I think you would sleep out there if I would let you. You love climbing in the window seat and staring outside when the buses go by, when the squirrels are in the trees, and pretty much anytime you can't be outside. You love to pull all of daddy's shoes out and try to put them on and walk in them. You love going to Grammy's and Granddaddy's and playing outside while Jack drives you and Jude around in the gator. You love pulling out all the pots and pans and hiding in the cabinets. You love helping me cook. You just love to play.
Things you say: You can say anything these days. I love when we ask you something and you say "I don't know." but in your own cute little Max way...you'll throw your arms up in the air because you really don't know. You call Grammy MeMe.....and no matter how much we practice, you are determined that is her name. Every morning when we leave, you ask where's daddy...and every morning I tell you he is going to work. When you hear Tagg make a noise, you say, "Taaa, Taaa" and go running in his direction. Most times you give him a kiss, but sometimes you step on him...we're working on it. You are in a "no" phase. Hopefully that won't last too long. I love to hear you talk! You are also in a "What's that?" phase.
Every afternoon Aunt Christy picks you up, and when I come to get you...you don't want to leave! You cry, kick, and scream because you want to stay and play. You are a wonderful fit thrower....and even slam your body down to the ground...it's a little funny, but I'm hoping this phase passes soon :)
I sometimes can't believe how smart you are! You want to know what everything is and currently have a fascination with the smoke detector. Daddy makes it beep for you sometimes and every time you see it, you say beep, beep.
You are getting so big, and I'm enjoying every second!
Love,
Mama
To my mischievous little Max man,
Today you turned 20 months old! I cannot believe it has been 20 months since I looked at your cute face for the very first time. How things change in 20 months! You are a mover and a shaker...always on the go, keeping me running everywhere.
We have discovered just how STUBBORN you are. We spent over 40 minutes disciplining you two nights ago because you have decided to throw things when you throw a fit. This time it was a bowl---right across the kitchen. Time out, then having you pick up the bowl and put it back...yes, this took over 40 minutes as you cried, said no, gripped the bowl but wouldn't put it back, received a few spankings...but in the end the bowl went back in the drawer. I was exhausted after that episode, and I realized why so many parents are not consistent....it's hard! But definitely worth it!
You have realized your love for choc choc ( your name for chocolate), and I am realizing just how much you are like me. You surely do look like your daddy, but you have your momma's sweet tooth and stubborn attitude!
We have been cooking together, and you could probably make homemade almond butter all by yourself. You love to hold down the blender button until the almonds are completely smooth and you love to watch the mixer spin and help me put away what we've made.
Each day on the way to Ms. Pam's house, you point to the sky-then to the moon (it's dark in the mornings) and ask, "What's that?" Then we sing twinkle twinkle little star...your favorite. Then you ask for bacon...you know I always have turkey bacon in the mornings and we sing and crunch on our bacon all the way to her house. You definitely make my very early mornings brighter!
You talk baby talk to Tagg and you try to make him laugh. He watches everything you do!! What an influence you already have over him. You are already a wonderful big brother, bringing Tagg his bottle, passy, and blanket when you think he needs them. You wake up each morning asking, "Where's Tagg?" And you kiss him on the head before he leaves to go to Aunt Bonnie's.
I love you!
Momma
Today you turned 20 months old! I cannot believe it has been 20 months since I looked at your cute face for the very first time. How things change in 20 months! You are a mover and a shaker...always on the go, keeping me running everywhere.
We have discovered just how STUBBORN you are. We spent over 40 minutes disciplining you two nights ago because you have decided to throw things when you throw a fit. This time it was a bowl---right across the kitchen. Time out, then having you pick up the bowl and put it back...yes, this took over 40 minutes as you cried, said no, gripped the bowl but wouldn't put it back, received a few spankings...but in the end the bowl went back in the drawer. I was exhausted after that episode, and I realized why so many parents are not consistent....it's hard! But definitely worth it!
You have realized your love for choc choc ( your name for chocolate), and I am realizing just how much you are like me. You surely do look like your daddy, but you have your momma's sweet tooth and stubborn attitude!
We have been cooking together, and you could probably make homemade almond butter all by yourself. You love to hold down the blender button until the almonds are completely smooth and you love to watch the mixer spin and help me put away what we've made.
Each day on the way to Ms. Pam's house, you point to the sky-then to the moon (it's dark in the mornings) and ask, "What's that?" Then we sing twinkle twinkle little star...your favorite. Then you ask for bacon...you know I always have turkey bacon in the mornings and we sing and crunch on our bacon all the way to her house. You definitely make my very early mornings brighter!
You talk baby talk to Tagg and you try to make him laugh. He watches everything you do!! What an influence you already have over him. You are already a wonderful big brother, bringing Tagg his bottle, passy, and blanket when you think he needs them. You wake up each morning asking, "Where's Tagg?" And you kiss him on the head before he leaves to go to Aunt Bonnie's.
I love you!
Momma
Monday, August 26, 2013
Max,
2 months as a big brother, and for the most part you are doing great! There's the occasional head butt, kick, hug that lasts a little too long, swinging him a little too hard, shaking his bouncer one too many times, and sometimes a little fit if momma has to feed, change, or give any attention to Tagg at all. But, there's also the concern you have in your face when you hear Tagg cry, the sweet little way you say Taaaa when you see him, and the way you lay your head gently on his. I think you are the perfect big brother. Tagg is a lucky little guy to have you watching out for him!
You are getting so big and talking so much. From the very early mornings when I hear you coming toward my room calling mama, mama, mama, to you saying juice, juice, banket, banket ( you are still attached to the Christmas blanket Aunt Bonnie made), to throughout the day when you hear a car go by or an animal make a noise outside and you say what's that or who's that? The constant Where's daddy when daddy leaves for work or mommy (your name for Grammy)....I love to hear your little voice laughing, even squealing!
You are giving big bear hugs and pulling my head to your chest, saying bites 24/7 because you think you want something to eat though nothing I give you hits the spot :) You are still loving the outdoors and would do anything to go for a walk or play outside at Granddaddy's and Grammy's while Jack drives you and Jude around in his gator!
You are so curious and love to stand on the window seat and wave to the cars and people who go by! You love to look at the squirrels outside in the trees and make a loud lion roar if someone is asleep.
You are wanting to do everything by yourself from putting your shoes on to eating your yogurt. I'm not ready for all this independence you want! You still love music and will move your head from side to side every time you hear a song on the radio or on tv. I hope your love of music never fades...maybe you will learn to play an instrument someday.
You can give a fist bump, a high five, and even tell Tagg to shhh if he is crying. I can't believe how much you've grown and how much you are learning. I love how inquisitive you are, how loving you can be, and how the simplest of things make you happy! You are one of a kind and my favorite little one year old.
I love you so much, Maxman
Mama
2 months as a big brother, and for the most part you are doing great! There's the occasional head butt, kick, hug that lasts a little too long, swinging him a little too hard, shaking his bouncer one too many times, and sometimes a little fit if momma has to feed, change, or give any attention to Tagg at all. But, there's also the concern you have in your face when you hear Tagg cry, the sweet little way you say Taaaa when you see him, and the way you lay your head gently on his. I think you are the perfect big brother. Tagg is a lucky little guy to have you watching out for him!
You are getting so big and talking so much. From the very early mornings when I hear you coming toward my room calling mama, mama, mama, to you saying juice, juice, banket, banket ( you are still attached to the Christmas blanket Aunt Bonnie made), to throughout the day when you hear a car go by or an animal make a noise outside and you say what's that or who's that? The constant Where's daddy when daddy leaves for work or mommy (your name for Grammy)....I love to hear your little voice laughing, even squealing!
You are giving big bear hugs and pulling my head to your chest, saying bites 24/7 because you think you want something to eat though nothing I give you hits the spot :) You are still loving the outdoors and would do anything to go for a walk or play outside at Granddaddy's and Grammy's while Jack drives you and Jude around in his gator!
You are so curious and love to stand on the window seat and wave to the cars and people who go by! You love to look at the squirrels outside in the trees and make a loud lion roar if someone is asleep.
You are wanting to do everything by yourself from putting your shoes on to eating your yogurt. I'm not ready for all this independence you want! You still love music and will move your head from side to side every time you hear a song on the radio or on tv. I hope your love of music never fades...maybe you will learn to play an instrument someday.
You can give a fist bump, a high five, and even tell Tagg to shhh if he is crying. I can't believe how much you've grown and how much you are learning. I love how inquisitive you are, how loving you can be, and how the simplest of things make you happy! You are one of a kind and my favorite little one year old.
I love you so much, Maxman
Mama
Wednesday, July 17, 2013
Your first sleepover
Max,
I cried like a baby when I left you for the first time overnight. I know it hurt me way more than it did you. In fact, I don't think you cared at all! On June 16, 2013, your daddy and I took you to Grammy and Granddaddy's house around 5PM. We had to go to the hospital at 8PM, so that I could be induced. You were about to become a big brother. You spent the night without us for the very first time, and I'm pretty sure you were completely spoiled while we were away. Rides on the pug and playing outside and all attention on you! You had it made. As we drove away, I couldn't help but think how fast time was going and that the next time you saw me, you would be a big brother! How were you going to react? I had no idea, but I was nervous for sure. You were so used to being the baby that I was uncertain how you would transition to baby Tagg. I was beyond excited to see your sweet little face when you came to the hospital. You sat in daddy's lap and looked at sweet baby Tagg, which is one of my favorite pictures. How quickly all our lives were changing, but for the better!
It has been one month since bringing Tagg home, and I think you are adjusting quite well. You love on him mostly with the occasional smack here and there...making that baby bro tough I think. Your biggest problem: anyone rocking Tagg in the recliner. We've learned....that recliner is yours! We respect that!!!
I'm so proud of how well you treat Tagg, but I'm so sad at what a big boy you are becoming. No matter what, sweet boy, you will always be my baby! Even when I want to pull my hair out because you have smashed granola into the carpets, or taken off your diaper for the 20th time, or only taken a 20 minute nap...I still can't get enough of those big brown eyes. What a great big brother you are and are going to be!
I love you, Maxman
Mama
I cried like a baby when I left you for the first time overnight. I know it hurt me way more than it did you. In fact, I don't think you cared at all! On June 16, 2013, your daddy and I took you to Grammy and Granddaddy's house around 5PM. We had to go to the hospital at 8PM, so that I could be induced. You were about to become a big brother. You spent the night without us for the very first time, and I'm pretty sure you were completely spoiled while we were away. Rides on the pug and playing outside and all attention on you! You had it made. As we drove away, I couldn't help but think how fast time was going and that the next time you saw me, you would be a big brother! How were you going to react? I had no idea, but I was nervous for sure. You were so used to being the baby that I was uncertain how you would transition to baby Tagg. I was beyond excited to see your sweet little face when you came to the hospital. You sat in daddy's lap and looked at sweet baby Tagg, which is one of my favorite pictures. How quickly all our lives were changing, but for the better!
It has been one month since bringing Tagg home, and I think you are adjusting quite well. You love on him mostly with the occasional smack here and there...making that baby bro tough I think. Your biggest problem: anyone rocking Tagg in the recliner. We've learned....that recliner is yours! We respect that!!!
I'm so proud of how well you treat Tagg, but I'm so sad at what a big boy you are becoming. No matter what, sweet boy, you will always be my baby! Even when I want to pull my hair out because you have smashed granola into the carpets, or taken off your diaper for the 20th time, or only taken a 20 minute nap...I still can't get enough of those big brown eyes. What a great big brother you are and are going to be!
Mama
Friday, June 7, 2013
Partially eaten flip flops
Max,
I have to tell you that out of all the advice all the mothers out there gave me as a new mom, one piece of advice seemed to have bypassed me: Having a child brings you crashing back down to earth. For example, before you, I could easily lay my clothes out for the next day. And, believe it or not, the next day those clothes were still hanging in the same spot, wrinkle free...stain free. Now that you are here and extremely mobile, I feel lucky to get out of the house with clothes on....sometimes clean, sometimes with apple juice drips or slobber spots. Before you, I could easily unload the diswasher. Now, you enjoy climbing into the dishwasher while it's opened and pulling out all of the clean pots and pans. We have added at least 10 minutes to unloading and putting away the clean dishes. Before you, popping in a load of laundry was a breeze, and now you like to help by pulling out the clothes I have already put in while I turn to grab some more to load. Once the clothes are finally in, you then stand and watch, and as soon as I've stepped away, your chubby little finger is pressing the pause button. Who knew household chores could be so interesting.
The bathroom routine before you: Take shower and dress, dry hair, makeup, straighten hair...pretty much it. The bathroom routine with you: take shower whild you knock repeatedly on the door, dry hair-pause-stop you from climbing on top of the toilet-continue drying hair (while letting you pull out everything in the cabinet) pause-stop you from getting into the wet shower-continue drying hair-pause-stop you from eating the lotion-give up on drying hair for the moment. Take you to find your juice, back to drying hair.......realize I'm never going to get my hair dried. Stop, put on makeup, sort of straighten hair, but can't really because it's too damp...realize I have 4 minutes before I'm supposed to be somewhere--check myself in the mirror--ehh could be worse, and we roll out. Tomorrow, as we roll out, I will be missing a chunk from my flip-flop because tonight you decided to bite a chunk off....teething. What can I do? Before, I would have gone and bought a new pair, but now I'm just thankful that you didn't swallow that chunk, that I found the chunk, and that your daddy has gorilla glue readily available...:)
You are too funny! I love every second of it....even the mornings when I'm desperately trying to get ready. For now, I'll take my damp hair, milk-stained shirts, and partially eaten flip flops...I know one day when I have clean clothes, dry hair, and whole shoes, I will miss this!!
I love you.
Mama
I have to tell you that out of all the advice all the mothers out there gave me as a new mom, one piece of advice seemed to have bypassed me: Having a child brings you crashing back down to earth. For example, before you, I could easily lay my clothes out for the next day. And, believe it or not, the next day those clothes were still hanging in the same spot, wrinkle free...stain free. Now that you are here and extremely mobile, I feel lucky to get out of the house with clothes on....sometimes clean, sometimes with apple juice drips or slobber spots. Before you, I could easily unload the diswasher. Now, you enjoy climbing into the dishwasher while it's opened and pulling out all of the clean pots and pans. We have added at least 10 minutes to unloading and putting away the clean dishes. Before you, popping in a load of laundry was a breeze, and now you like to help by pulling out the clothes I have already put in while I turn to grab some more to load. Once the clothes are finally in, you then stand and watch, and as soon as I've stepped away, your chubby little finger is pressing the pause button. Who knew household chores could be so interesting.
The bathroom routine before you: Take shower and dress, dry hair, makeup, straighten hair...pretty much it. The bathroom routine with you: take shower whild you knock repeatedly on the door, dry hair-pause-stop you from climbing on top of the toilet-continue drying hair (while letting you pull out everything in the cabinet) pause-stop you from getting into the wet shower-continue drying hair-pause-stop you from eating the lotion-give up on drying hair for the moment. Take you to find your juice, back to drying hair.......realize I'm never going to get my hair dried. Stop, put on makeup, sort of straighten hair, but can't really because it's too damp...realize I have 4 minutes before I'm supposed to be somewhere--check myself in the mirror--ehh could be worse, and we roll out. Tomorrow, as we roll out, I will be missing a chunk from my flip-flop because tonight you decided to bite a chunk off....teething. What can I do? Before, I would have gone and bought a new pair, but now I'm just thankful that you didn't swallow that chunk, that I found the chunk, and that your daddy has gorilla glue readily available...:)
You are too funny! I love every second of it....even the mornings when I'm desperately trying to get ready. For now, I'll take my damp hair, milk-stained shirts, and partially eaten flip flops...I know one day when I have clean clothes, dry hair, and whole shoes, I will miss this!!
I love you.
Mama
Saturday, May 11, 2013
Mamas
Max,
You are tucked away in your big boy bed, and I'm awake thinking about how special being a mom really is. Tomorrow we will celebrate Mother's Day, and honor and remember all of the mothers in our lives who have loved us, taught us, and inspired us. How differently our lives would have turned out if we didn't have such wonderful mothers all throughout the years! I don't think being a good mom comes naturally; it's not an innate characteristic. I believe we become the mothers, fathers, and individuals we are because of all those who have helped mold and shape us. How blessed we are to have some wonderful molders and shapers :)
I wish you could have met your great grandmother, Mary Hinson. I called her Grandmama...she loved little ones; I know she would have loved you so much. She reared 5 children, and the middle one-my mom and your Grammy-is one of the best moms I know. I'm not sure where I would be without her. I'm a better mom because of her, and you are blessed because of that! Your Great Grandmother White is still living and how blessed you are to have met her. She is a strong Christian woman who loves her family. Your aunt Christy was the first to have a baby, and she taught me so much about being a new mom. Apparently, it's okay if you eat a little dirt...or cry a little:) She is definitely a more easy going mom than I will probably ever be. I apologize for that in advance! She has given you three sweet cousins, and I can't wait to watch you boys grow! Another sweet mama is our Aunt Bonnie, who loves you and takes care of you each day of the week, so that I can go to work.
Though I have always celebrated Mother's Day, it has never held as much significance as it does now that I am a mama. You and baby Tagg have brought so much meaning to my life, and I'm so grateful for that. You both make me realize how much a mama really loves her babies. I am so thankful for my mom and all of the mothers who have inspired me and loved me along the way!
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You are 14.5 months old and love being outside!! all of the time. It's all I can do at 34 weeks pregnant to keep up with you :) We have successfully moved you into your new room and fixed up baby Tagg's room. There are still some things to be done, but for the most part, we are ready for Tagg to join us. You can tell us what a lion says, a dog, and a cow. You point to everything and say, "this." So, we tell you what everything is! You still love your bath time. You can say Dozer (Josh and Christy's dog), cracker, thank you, mama, daddy, juice, this, Lola (Josh and Christy's dog), bye bye, Max (almost), uh huh....and your all time favorite thing to do is shake your head no to every single question!! Especially, "Can you give kisses?" or "Can you give hugs?" You have learned to love on baby Jace and will place your head on his feet...hoping this sticks when Tagg arrives!! And just like your mama, you like chocolate a little too much! Get ready because paleo is coming back to this house when Tagg gets here...your system may be in shock!
I love you, sweet Max! Thanks for making me a mama!
You are tucked away in your big boy bed, and I'm awake thinking about how special being a mom really is. Tomorrow we will celebrate Mother's Day, and honor and remember all of the mothers in our lives who have loved us, taught us, and inspired us. How differently our lives would have turned out if we didn't have such wonderful mothers all throughout the years! I don't think being a good mom comes naturally; it's not an innate characteristic. I believe we become the mothers, fathers, and individuals we are because of all those who have helped mold and shape us. How blessed we are to have some wonderful molders and shapers :)
I wish you could have met your great grandmother, Mary Hinson. I called her Grandmama...she loved little ones; I know she would have loved you so much. She reared 5 children, and the middle one-my mom and your Grammy-is one of the best moms I know. I'm not sure where I would be without her. I'm a better mom because of her, and you are blessed because of that! Your Great Grandmother White is still living and how blessed you are to have met her. She is a strong Christian woman who loves her family. Your aunt Christy was the first to have a baby, and she taught me so much about being a new mom. Apparently, it's okay if you eat a little dirt...or cry a little:) She is definitely a more easy going mom than I will probably ever be. I apologize for that in advance! She has given you three sweet cousins, and I can't wait to watch you boys grow! Another sweet mama is our Aunt Bonnie, who loves you and takes care of you each day of the week, so that I can go to work.
Though I have always celebrated Mother's Day, it has never held as much significance as it does now that I am a mama. You and baby Tagg have brought so much meaning to my life, and I'm so grateful for that. You both make me realize how much a mama really loves her babies. I am so thankful for my mom and all of the mothers who have inspired me and loved me along the way!
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You are 14.5 months old and love being outside!! all of the time. It's all I can do at 34 weeks pregnant to keep up with you :) We have successfully moved you into your new room and fixed up baby Tagg's room. There are still some things to be done, but for the most part, we are ready for Tagg to join us. You can tell us what a lion says, a dog, and a cow. You point to everything and say, "this." So, we tell you what everything is! You still love your bath time. You can say Dozer (Josh and Christy's dog), cracker, thank you, mama, daddy, juice, this, Lola (Josh and Christy's dog), bye bye, Max (almost), uh huh....and your all time favorite thing to do is shake your head no to every single question!! Especially, "Can you give kisses?" or "Can you give hugs?" You have learned to love on baby Jace and will place your head on his feet...hoping this sticks when Tagg arrives!! And just like your mama, you like chocolate a little too much! Get ready because paleo is coming back to this house when Tagg gets here...your system may be in shock!
I love you, sweet Max! Thanks for making me a mama!
Monday, April 8, 2013
On the move
Max,
The weather is getting warmer, and you are loving it outside! Maybe a little too much. I'm having trouble keeping up with you out there. You are determined to go in the opposite direction of everyone else who may be outside. Then, when we do have to come inside, you run to the front door, and reach as high as you can to grab the doorknob! You are something else, and you make sure to keep me on my toes.
Since the last time I wrote to you, you had a new baby cousin join us. Baby Jace Andrew was born on March 9. We had Easter pictures made that day in McKenzie, and we got the call when we got back into town that Aunt Christy was in the hospital and having contractions. Not long after, we all got to meet baby Jace. You aren't too sure about him, and you definitely don't like mommy holding him. You and I got to watch baby Jace for about an hour one evening while Christy, Jack, and Jude went to wal-mart. You were a basket case the entire time he was here, which got me a little worried about baby #2.
I am a little over 29 weeks pregnant today, and even though baby brother isn't due until June 22, if I had to guess, I would say he is coming at the end of May. And, your daddy and I cannot agree on a name. I wanted to name him Mitt, but daddy just is not having it. To be honest, I thought he would give in, but it is not happening. So, we have to decide soon!
I'm so excited that you will be a big brother. I know you have so many things to show and teach him already. What a blessing you are and what a blessing you will be to your little brother!
Things you love: chocolate! You have always been a healthy eater, but mommy had to have some chocolate during this pregnancy, and man, you couldn't resist. So, maybe you did inherit one thing from me. You also love the outdoors, and I think you are going to be an animal lover. I may have to break down and get you a pet one of these days :) You love to pet Cam at Granddaddy's and Grammy's. You love to ride! ....Jack's tractor, Granddaddy's pug, and anything with wheels. Cheerios! You just can't get enough. You know right where they are supposed to be at home and in the car! You are just so much fun!
I love you so, so much. Every day is better with you in it.
Love,
Mama
The weather is getting warmer, and you are loving it outside! Maybe a little too much. I'm having trouble keeping up with you out there. You are determined to go in the opposite direction of everyone else who may be outside. Then, when we do have to come inside, you run to the front door, and reach as high as you can to grab the doorknob! You are something else, and you make sure to keep me on my toes.
Since the last time I wrote to you, you had a new baby cousin join us. Baby Jace Andrew was born on March 9. We had Easter pictures made that day in McKenzie, and we got the call when we got back into town that Aunt Christy was in the hospital and having contractions. Not long after, we all got to meet baby Jace. You aren't too sure about him, and you definitely don't like mommy holding him. You and I got to watch baby Jace for about an hour one evening while Christy, Jack, and Jude went to wal-mart. You were a basket case the entire time he was here, which got me a little worried about baby #2.
I am a little over 29 weeks pregnant today, and even though baby brother isn't due until June 22, if I had to guess, I would say he is coming at the end of May. And, your daddy and I cannot agree on a name. I wanted to name him Mitt, but daddy just is not having it. To be honest, I thought he would give in, but it is not happening. So, we have to decide soon!
I'm so excited that you will be a big brother. I know you have so many things to show and teach him already. What a blessing you are and what a blessing you will be to your little brother!
Things you love: chocolate! You have always been a healthy eater, but mommy had to have some chocolate during this pregnancy, and man, you couldn't resist. So, maybe you did inherit one thing from me. You also love the outdoors, and I think you are going to be an animal lover. I may have to break down and get you a pet one of these days :) You love to pet Cam at Granddaddy's and Grammy's. You love to ride! ....Jack's tractor, Granddaddy's pug, and anything with wheels. Cheerios! You just can't get enough. You know right where they are supposed to be at home and in the car! You are just so much fun!
I love you so, so much. Every day is better with you in it.
Love,
Mama
Friday, February 1, 2013
The Balcony
Max,
Tonight you attended your very first ballgame at HCHS, well your very first ballgame anywhere. It was homecoming, so the gym was packed. And you, baby Max, started crying as soon as that loud music started playing. You love your peace and quiet...hmmm not sure how you'll react when baby #2 arrives. I was afraid we would have to leave early. But, once we settled in the balcony, you loved it. You were intently watching the game....your head going back and forth following the ball up and down the court, clapping with the crowd. I couldn't help but be reminded of all the times I had walked up and down those balcony steps in the HCHS gym as a little girl, as a teenager, and now as a mommy! Tonight, Christy and I followed you, Jack, and Jude up and down those stairs getting drinks, popcorn, and ringpops, and I kept picturing my mom, dad, grandparents, JT, Bonnie, and Johnny all sitting in our regular season seats. For so many years, that's the way it was. We were regulars in that gym since Johnny was principal there for so many years. It was the hours I spent in that gym that made me determined I would be an HCHS cheerleader one day! As I watched you boys climb the chairs, the steps, and all over us, I couldn't help but think how many memories had already been made in Gamlin gymnasium by our family and now how many more would be made. As the final buzzer sounded, a lady (who had sat in seats near us for years) came up to me and said, "You grew up in this balcony. If Johnny were still here, you'd all be sitting in your same old seats." Maybe we can carry on that tradition with you and the rest of the boys. We had some fun times in that balcony....I don't remember many of the games or players, but I do remember how much fun Christy and I had every Friday night.
On a different note, you took 8 steps a few different times tonight. So, I think it's safe to say, we have a walker! Really, where have these last 12 months gone? You will be one this month, and I just cannot believe it...or accept it :) You are a sweet little mess who is into everything, my little studier and observer. You want to see how everything works and what everyone is up to. If the fridge is opened, or any door for that matter, you will, no doubt, be there to get in it or go through it! I'm wondering if you turned out so sweet and patient because maybe you'll need those traits with baby #2. I can only pray he is as calm and sweet as you are :)
I love you, sweet boy!
Mama
Tonight you attended your very first ballgame at HCHS, well your very first ballgame anywhere. It was homecoming, so the gym was packed. And you, baby Max, started crying as soon as that loud music started playing. You love your peace and quiet...hmmm not sure how you'll react when baby #2 arrives. I was afraid we would have to leave early. But, once we settled in the balcony, you loved it. You were intently watching the game....your head going back and forth following the ball up and down the court, clapping with the crowd. I couldn't help but be reminded of all the times I had walked up and down those balcony steps in the HCHS gym as a little girl, as a teenager, and now as a mommy! Tonight, Christy and I followed you, Jack, and Jude up and down those stairs getting drinks, popcorn, and ringpops, and I kept picturing my mom, dad, grandparents, JT, Bonnie, and Johnny all sitting in our regular season seats. For so many years, that's the way it was. We were regulars in that gym since Johnny was principal there for so many years. It was the hours I spent in that gym that made me determined I would be an HCHS cheerleader one day! As I watched you boys climb the chairs, the steps, and all over us, I couldn't help but think how many memories had already been made in Gamlin gymnasium by our family and now how many more would be made. As the final buzzer sounded, a lady (who had sat in seats near us for years) came up to me and said, "You grew up in this balcony. If Johnny were still here, you'd all be sitting in your same old seats." Maybe we can carry on that tradition with you and the rest of the boys. We had some fun times in that balcony....I don't remember many of the games or players, but I do remember how much fun Christy and I had every Friday night.
On a different note, you took 8 steps a few different times tonight. So, I think it's safe to say, we have a walker! Really, where have these last 12 months gone? You will be one this month, and I just cannot believe it...or accept it :) You are a sweet little mess who is into everything, my little studier and observer. You want to see how everything works and what everyone is up to. If the fridge is opened, or any door for that matter, you will, no doubt, be there to get in it or go through it! I'm wondering if you turned out so sweet and patient because maybe you'll need those traits with baby #2. I can only pray he is as calm and sweet as you are :)
I love you, sweet boy!
Mama
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